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 Hi everyone. I'm coming to the end of my blogpost for my tesl and graduation journey. I hope that my crappy writing and all over the place information that I provided will be useful to you, if not, I apologize. I will try to keep this post as short as possible.  I struggled during my degree years and my mental health deteriorated over the years. I'm diagnose with mild OCD which in result causes me to experience Anxiety and I am receiving help right now, so no worries. Progress is slow but hey, I'm living and that's all that matters right? Keep in mind, I am no smarty pants. I'm stupid and a product of failure. If you read my blogs, please do not follow my footsteps ya. Be better than me. Live your life, seek for happiness. Set goals. Live.  My final result is 3.67 (GPA), DL barely.  I'm graduating with excellence, first class honours. No, I didn't get ANC because like I've said, I'm stupid. MUET Band 5 and that's all to it.  There's a disput...

 2020 is indeed full of unexpected scenes and turbulence in life that will without a doubt, catch you off guard. People lost so much in 2020 and I'm afraid so do I. I was doing my practical in a school in Putrajaya when lock down happened and chaos unveiled itself. The experience of teaching that I got before school was off completely was only one month- something that until now, I'm not sure whether it is a blessing or a curse.  If you are not new to my blog and have been following my yearly and so inconsistent updates, full of grammar errors and misspelled words (because I'm too lazy and simply do not have the luxury time to go through my blog posts), you know how mentally, I'm struggling to keep my mind straight and not leaning towards the realm of insanity. I used to be so confident on stage and would take any responsibility thrown in my direction back in high school but in university, I mellowed out a lot and had to deal with anxiety and social awkwardness.  So, ha...